Sometimes i find myself comparing myself to others, and i know everybody else does too. Comparing the littlest meaningless things. I find myself asking whoever is listening inside my head, if i'm pretty enough, if i said the right thing, if i'm cool enough for them? I make an idiot out of myself 99.9999% of the time, I jumble my words up and make no sense, i wear what i want, and i'm definitley no barbie doll. But at the end of the day, I am who i am, and if i tried to be anything else, i wouldn't be me!
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Sometimes it is incredibly hard to figure out where exactly my life is heading and what my purpose on this world is. You could say, it's just me being impatient. Which i know that i am. I guess I'm just a person who wants things to happen right now, i hate waiting around for answers. I do love where I'm at right now, but i want more! i want to make a difference and i want to inspire people to live for something bigger then themselves. I feel as though I'm standing in the middle of a swing bridge that's falling apart, and i either have to run forward or quickly make my way back. Sure, it's easier to go back... but what i want is on the other side and i have to risk my life for it. Which I'm quite willing to do!
I want nothing more, then to let everything behind me crumble away and run into something worth giving up my life for. I want challenges, i want people, and i want to make a difference. I'm born to BE somebody!
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Out with the old, in with the new. It's time to let go. Out with the old freindships, out with regret, out with all the junk thats clogging up my life! Gone. I have no time for people who don't put in the effort, and no time to be thinking about the past. Bring on summer, bring on new freindships, In with the good, out with the bad. Life is way to short to wait around, i want to get up and DO something!
Friday, September 9, 2011
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Even though I'm being pushed and pulled in every direction, and the business of life is somewhat ridiculous, in the few moments i do get to ponder what's going on in my life, i realize that i'm quite content with life right now. i like the people, i like the place, i like the new challenges, and even though I've always been a person who likes to be 'comfortable', i quite like being uncomfortable and not knowing what's coming next. Im excited, nervous, scared and curious as to what life holds, but right now i'm happy with sitting on the edge of my seat waiting to see what this beautiful mess called life unfolds. i.am.blessed.
Sunday, September 4, 2011
I love, love, love this time of year. The transition of winter to spring. The cool mornings, the clear blue skies, the warm sunny afternoons, the gardens coming back to life, the layers becoming less and less, pale skin making more of an appearance. The sunshine is bringing me back to life!
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