Tuesday, January 31, 2012


I'm finally coming to a relization that i'm called to be an influence. There are so many people in my life who are so messed up, have no direction for there lives, and are becoming the people, they once, never wanted to be. This literally breaks my heart because I know they are so much better then what they are. I know that i can be the person they look up too. I want to inspire, I want to bring Jesus' light to the world through who I'm becoming and where i have been. I want to bring love, with no judgement and be someone who has a free shoulder to cry on. I want to be a person that is not afraid to take a step into the world and pull out those who have lost there way, and lead them back to the right track. I never want to bring anyone down, or tell anyone they're wrong. I simply want to be there for the people who are lost, and be ready and waiting to catch them when they fall. Be an insperation to have lost hope, lost faith, and guide them into his unconditional love.

Psalm 131.1- 3.
My heart is not proud, Lord, My eyes are not haughty; I do not concern myself with great matters or things to wonderful for me. But i have calmed and quieted myself, I am like a weaned child with its mother; Like a weaned child I am content. Israel, put your hope in the Lord both now and forevermore.

Monday, January 23, 2012

Just Jump.

" And the worst part is, before it gets any better we're heading for a cliff. And in the free fall I will realize, I'm better off when i hit the bottom..." Paramore.

Sometimes you just have to jump.

Friday, January 20, 2012

Hand Grenade.

Oh, to be young, It sounds like so much fun. Oh, the long wait, For things to happen, expectancy. And you, just waiting on me. I wanna know what's in your plans.

If you're an ocean then I wanna jump right in. If you're a hand grenade, Then I'll pull the pin. I'll wait right here, all night for you to let me in and I'll run run run run, Run right back to you, I'll run. 

Life's moving faster now. I'm older here, But younger somehow. Head full of fear and it makes me break. Please let me find you, Please let me know just what you want. Please let me see what you need me to be. 

Oh, if you could see in me you might be kinda scared. Oh, if I could just believeYou'll take me anywhere

Hand Grenade- The Almost.